The last couple of months has been quite a strain on my very minimal resources and I have realised that some things have taken a backward step. I really need a break so my GP and support worker are looking for some respite care somewhere. Hopefully this will be soon as my body seems to be on a complete meltdown and coming out with all kinds of new symptoms. The family seem to have forgotten that things can be quite a strain which I think happens in lots of families where someone isnt well but doesn't have bandages or plasters to be seen. Oh well never mind, I will try and get better and see what the future holds but at this moment in time it doesn't feel like a lot. I will try and post a bit more regular. At the moment I am just looking through books and wishing I could make lots of crafty things but the energy just isn't there anymore. So with this in mind I have put a picture on of where I wish I was to where I actually am and wish all my crafty friends a wonderful 2012 and hope it holds lots of special things for you out there.